Love.. Commitment..Trust

Salam and Hello..

Again and again I updated my blog after midnight. Maybe the idea came to me after 00:00 a.m. This time this blog will be updating on something serious, on something that touch deeply about life and about feelings.

How did it all came about of me suddenly feels like writing serious issue? Well I was checking my facebook, a friend post a link about a guy who his fiance cheated on him for a much wealthier man who she thinks can give her everything. The guy sells burger by the way. Kira, jual burger jalanan je laa..Yada yada yada, that materialistic woman insult him in a public radio and technically breaking off their engagement. Cruel? Yes..Mean? yes..A wake up call for the guy? Maybe...

So this is where the title for this update came into picture. What I'll write will be on what I believe, what I feel and what I am going through right now.

What is love? Love is when 2 people fall for each other not because of just their looks but because of who they are. If you fall for someone just because they're

handsome or beautiful, its not really love. That is just what you want in someone. What's important is, you are able to accept them and their flaws, their imperfection because the flaws and the imperfection makes the relationship perfect.

No matter what profession that person has, it doesn't mean that you won't live happily with them. Life is full of surprises. Rezeki masing-masing, you wouldn't know. That guy I told about, he may be just a guy selling burger jalanan. Now yes, but you wouldn't know, a month, a year, few years later, he could be an owner of some burger restaurant. Jangan pandang and nilai dengan what you see now. We don't know what the future holds. If you're with a rich man, doesn't mean you're going to live a happy life. Its a bonus if you do. But what I believe, biar susah senang bersama. Going through hardship together will really test your love for one another. Kalau sekarang asyik senang and tak pernah kene uji dengan kesusahan, macam mana kita nak tau whether we can rely on each other when that hardship hit us right?

People(just a few) ask me whether I mind that he's not at par with me? Define par for me please. Not a degree holder? Lower post? Not rich? Let me go one by one. All these does not matter to me. As long as I see him as someone responsible, someone that I can rely on, someone that I can

trust, someone who is hardworking and someone who is good to.his mother and family and to my family, he is more than par. I will always see him as someone higher and respectable than I am. He doesn't has a degree but doesn't mean his not smart. From what I see, he is smarter and wiser than some degree holder guy that I know. Lower position, doesn't mean he's going to stay at the bottom forever. He'll climb his way up to become a successful person. Not rich, like I said, rezeki masing2. I myself is not a wealthier person. We may not be rich in terms of money, but we are rich of something else. Kaya dengan kebaikan, keikhlasan, kemuliaan, keimanan.

Never judge someone to early. Never criticize someone for who

they are now. We never know the future right? So, choose your life partner wisely. Keserasian, keselesaan dan kepercayaan itu penting. If whenever you're with them you feel happy, you feel at ease, you feel the chemistry, your feel just right, then never doubt them. But you must also take into account whether they are reliable and a responsible person. Jangan laa pulak dah tau diorg pemalas, doesn't wanna make any improvement of themselves, still relying on others to live, still wanna go on with it because you're afraid if you let this one go, you won't find someone else. Tengok2 laa jugak. Pandai2 laa menilai.

Alhamdulillah for me, he is someone I can rely on. He is someone that is responsible towards his family, his job and towards me. He is smart, street smart and wise. He is very rational and calm. He is honest in whatever he do. He has his flaws and I accepted it. I have flaws too and he accepted it. Again, no one's perfect but the imperfection is what makes everything seems perfect.

In love there's trust and there's commitment. If you're not ready to have all that, don't rush into it.

P/s: I think some of my points are scattered and doesn't make sense and redundant but hey you get the point!

The Lucky One

Halooooo~~~

Yes, its been awhile but not that long ago anyways. So this update will be the first post for the month of December! Yippeee!!

And so, here I am, once again gonna write about movies that is in my going-to-watch list. The story goes like this. As I was bored, waiting for certain someone to call me, I went to check out www.imdb.com and what's on the main page? A movie called 'The Lucky One'..Soooo, why am I so interested with this movie?? Because it is a movies based on Mr. Sparks novel! As I said in my previous entry, Mr. Sparks is an excellent, awesome,

fabulous author who writes stories on life and love.

Here introducing, MR. NICHOLAS SPARKS!!

Handsome? I think he is. A very nice, good looking neat gentleman. A loving husband and a very caring father. Ceh wah, saying like I'm the one married to him. Jumpa pun tak pernah...

Moving on, so what's the story about this time?

"A Marine travels to North Carolina after serving three tours in Iraq and searches for the unknown woman he believes was his good luck charm during the war." -imdb.com

"The story revolves around a US Marine named Logan Thibault who finds a photograph of a smiling young woman half-buried in the sands of Iraqduring his third tour of duty. It becomes a lucky charm for Thibault, who then finds the woman in the photo." - wikipedia.com

Whose playing Logan Thibault? It is the famous young and rising star (his my age) from High School Musical and making his name and his acting known from 17 Again..Introducing......

The electrifying blue eyes and mr. killer smile, ZAC EFRON~~~

Whose playing Elizabeth Clayton? She's a new actress making her first tv appearance in the movie Dark Matter (I have no idea what movie is that) and was on a tv series 'Mercy'. Introducing....

The sweet and beautiful, Ms. Taylor Schilling~~~

Sadly, as I checked when will it come out here in my beautiful country, huhuhuhuhuhu with a bucket full of tears, its not available BUT who knows miraculously, if I'm LUCKY, they'll show it here. But if you're in US, it will be in cinema 20th April 2012. Enjoy you Americans!!

With that all due respect, I'm done reporting here. I don't have much to tell about me myself and I, well I have but its not the time yet to talk bout what has happened, what's happening and

what's going to happen..That dear readers will be blog about in my future entries, IF I ever feel like talking bout it. Ahaks! Sike!

But before I end this post, I would love for all of you to read and understand the picture shown below because, seriously, when you be friends with someone, be sincere and choose your friend wisely. Its all about the quality over quantity ya'll...

Syd is signing out! Peace!!

Beautiful Saturday

Hello~~

Good morning, good afternoon, good evening and goodnight to everyone around the world. I'm just updating this blog without a purpose actually.

It just happened, I woke up in the morning thinking what I'm doing today, going out with D and will be going to Jitra, Kedah with office-mates to attend an office-mate wedding. Road trip ya'll!

Sooo, while I was surfing the net, went to one of my favourite site bout movies (I'm a movie goer) known as IMDB (seriously, this site will update you on past movies, present, future and still in-production movies..amat laah berguna!) and came across a new movie trailer, The Vow. Watched the trailer and fell in love with it instantly and I think this movie going to be a hit just like the Notebook and A Walk To Remember.

The Vow is based on true events. The movie will be starred by 2 of my favourite actor and actress for romantic movies...

The handsome and hunky Mr. Channing Tatum

(from She's The Man and Dear John)

cr: GQ Magazine

and

The beautiful Ms. Rachel McAdams

(from Mean Girls, The Notebook)

cr: gorillathemes.com

So both of them had been a lead in Nicholas Sparks novel turn movies..By the way, Mr. Sparks wrote amazing novel on life and love. Amazing I tell ya!

So, what's The Vow is all about. Do read the synopsis below:

cr: onlinemovieshut.com

"A car accidents puts Paige (McAdams) in a coma, and when she wakes up with severe memory loss, her husband Leo (Tatum) works to win her heart again"

When will it be showing in cinemas near you (I'm not sure bout us

here in Malaysia)? Its gonna be in February which I think this movie will be one of the valentine's day movies.

Enough info about the movies? Well, need more info do visit www.imdb.com OR www.thevow-movie.com

I tell you, this movie is gonna be one of my favourite and gonna be one of the most romantic movies (and I pray that this movie won't disappoint me).

Alright, Syd(please read it as Seed) is signing out.

Peace!

Songs songs songs~~

Yuuhuu~~

Another update before I end this beautiful cold night..

Let's see, lately, I got hooked and in love with a few very good old, new, latest songs with brilliant lyrics and music arrangement..hah amek ko gitu, macam habis pro pasal music laa kan..dulu time belajar asal laa tak terpikir nak amek course music engineer..it will be totally awesome~~ *Barney Stinson's style*

Maaf laa teroff topic..Alright, anyways..so these few good songs that I'm talking bout are songs by Bruno Mars, Jason Walker, Joe Brooks, We Are The Kings, Adele, Christina Perri, Train etc etc etc..

So, let's rank the top 5 songs in my playlist shall we..This list consists of songs that I listen to while driving, at the office, doing nothing and my lullaby..

5. Adele - Someone Like You

Its a sad song talks bout past lover who had moved on with his life, married a woman of his dream and Adele wishing him the best but she's

hurting..yada yada yada, the lyrics says it all..the gist of it, see below

I heard, that your settled down.

That you, found a girl and your married now.

I heard that your dreams came true.

Guess she gave you things, I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
It ain't like you to hold back or hide from the lie.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited.
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I'd hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded,
That for me, it isn't over.

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best, for you too.
Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said:-
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah.

4. Bruno Mars - It Will Rain

Seriously, its 12:12am and I'm too lazy to write what's the song is all about akan tetapi lagu ini sangat best yer tuk di layan time petang, hari hujan cuaca sejuk..oh~ and this song Mr. Mars produced it as part of Breaking Dawn's OST..

If you ever leave me baby,

Leave some morphine at my door '

Cause it would take a whole lot of medication

To realize what we used to have,

We don't have it anymore.

There's no religion that could save me

No matter how long my knees are on the floor

Oooh so keep in mind all the sacrifices I'm makin'

Will keep you by my side

Will keep you from walkin' out the door.

Cause there'll be no sunlight

if I lose you, baby

There'll be no clear skies

If I lose you, baby

Just like the clouds my eyes will do the same,

if you walk away

Everyday it will rain

3. Train - Marry Me

This is one sweet song ya'll! I really wanna play this song

at my wedding..hmmmm..pasang masa time orang tengah makan2 laa.if nak buat tuk slide show, me am sooo not pweety time kecik2 dulu..but I'm proud to say, I grew up gracefully and beautifully..macam swan gitu..ahaks! perasan sudeh~

Forever can never be long enough for me

Feel like I've had long enough with you

Forget the world now we won't let them see

But there's one thing left to do

Now that the weight has lifted

Love has surely shifted my way

Marry Me

Today and every day

Marry Me

If I ever get the nerve to say Hello in this cafe

Say you will

Mm-hmm

Say you will

Mm-hmm

2. Bruno Mars - Talking To The Moon

Now this is another brilliant song from Mr. Mars. The lyrics, *sigh* he is one talented guy. He wrote it so well that this song just bring tears to my eyes sometimes..read that, sometimes je yerrrr..Heartbroken song tul~

I know you're somewhere out there

Somewhere far away

I want you back

I want you back

My neighbours think I'm crazy

But they don't understand

You're all I have

You're all I have

[Chorus:]

At night when the stars light up my room

I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon.

Try to get to You

In hopes you're on the other side

Talking to me too.

Or Am I a fool

who sits alone..talking to the moon?

And the no.1 spot goes too.....

* drum roll*

JASON WALKER - ECHO!!!

I seriously fell in love with this song the first time I heard it on TVD a.k.a Vampire Diaries. Its another sad song but mostly bout a lonely life and nothing to do with heart breaks. Its a song of someone who is lost and lonely..yeah yeah, that's what the song is about..

Hello, hello Anybody out there?

Cause I don't hear a sound

Alone, alone

I don't really know where the world is but I miss it now

Chorus

I'm out on the edge and I'm screaming my name Like a fool at the top of my lungs

Sometimes when I close my eyes I pretend I'm alright But it's never enough

Cause my echo, echo

Is the only voice coming back

My shadow, shadow I

s the only friend that I have

I appreciate these genre, there types than the ones like Lady Gaga, Rihanna, you know those

type where people dance too with over autotune and loud AND semak! Rimas wei dengar lagu-lagu zaman skang nie..I miss songs back in the 90's the one I grew up listening to like Celine Dion, Whitney Houston, BSB, 'N Sync, 98 Degrees, Hanson (awesome siblings unlike Jonas Bros), The Corrs, etc etc too many but yeah that zaman and also when MTV was not as boring as today..I miss VJ Jamie, Sarah, Mike Kaseem, and their craziness on MTV Most Wanted!! I miss those years!!!!

Alright, good night ^ ^

Hello!!! ^ ^

Assalamualaikum~~~

Hello bloggie! Its been awhile (I can't even remember dah berapa bulan I left you alone dear bloggie but trust me I do come and check u up once in a while) since I update any entries here.

Life has been busy for me, but has become happier than the last I updated. Ahahah..gelak kat diri sendiri kerana!! emo sorang2 and touching sorang2. Yeah thats what happened when you get your heartbroken for the very first time. Sakit rupanya..

BUT!! Alhamdulillah, there's always something or someone better at the end. Like the saying goes, "you will meet a few bad ones before you found the right one" and when you do find that right one, you'll be very thankful that what happened happens because if it didn't you wouldn't be in this better situation you are in now..

Anyways, I'm not here to talk about my relationship but just wanna give this blog another chance in life like I was given another chance to fall in love again..hehehe..malu~~~

I've been reading a few blogs here and there (hanis zalikha laa jebonisme laa and a few others) and they're all are really good, I mean like REALLY good at what they write. I wonder why I don't have that kind of skills or talent..D'uh cause I'm the type that hardly writes and express things through this kind of mediums and just blab out what I feel to my close ones. I'm not saying I'm not IT savvy, I do have twitter, lifejournal, tumblr, facebook and the list goes on and on, but I just don't know how to write stuff..

So here as of right now, as I click "Post", I present to you another boring entry..*sob sob*

What else has been happening in my life..hmmmm..that will be talk about or write about in the next entry and just hope that the next entry won't be for another 10 months from this entry..hehehhe..

Toddles ya'll~

P/s: I won't delete those sadistice emo heartbreaking distress that-I-feel-so-stupid-to-have-written- that-kind-of entry because hey~~ its the phase that I went through in life..What would life be if it didn't get a chance to be heartbroken *wink wink*

Remember..Always remember~

Today, the world has been awaken by a very devastating and sad news on what's been happening around the world. Last month we have earthquake in Christchurch. Yesterday in China, and today, the strongest, out of the 3, of 8.9 maginitude earthquake hit Japan and followed by a Tsunami which are affecting other countries in the Pacific Coast. Many lives had been lost in this natural disaster. I am sure we will here many more soon as the disaster is still happening while I'm typing every letter on this keyboard.

We have been told in al-Quran all the signs of Armageddon, and the things happening now are one of the signs. Riot, natural disaster, and many others are all happening right now. Semua yang berlaku sekarang ini adalah untuk memberi kesedaran kepada kita, sebagai umat Islam dan peringatan bahawa Hari Kiamat semakin hampir. Mengingatkan kita akan kebesaran Allah S.W.T. Ya Allah, apabila melihat video-video dan gambar-gambar di tempat kejadian, Subhanallah, betapa besarnya kuasa Allah itu. Dalam sekelip mata, sebuah negara yang maju itu telah ditenggelami air.

Pada saat-saat inilah, kita sebagai hamba-Nya, perlu membanyakkan amal ibadat tingkatkan keimanan, betaubat kepada-Nya, dan sentiasa la mengingati akan kebesaranNya. Tetapi, apabila keadaan ini berlaku, ada segelintir golongan yang masih lagi tidak sedar akan semua ini. Ada yang sempat lagi berlawak and some being heartless and insensitive towards the unfortunate. Its sad when all these things are happening, there are still some who couldn't care less and being selfish. This is a general statement and not directing it to anyone. Its what I've read of people RT-ing all the jokes and comments bout this disaster.

Can't you see, this world is getting old. All bad things are happening. But for us who live in the safe area, be thankful and always remember Him. Qun Faya Qun (Be! And so it will be!). If Allah tends for it to happen, it will happen no matter where we are. My prayers go out to everyone in Japan and others in the affecting countries. Amin~

I Don't Wanna Care No More~

It's been the most stressful week for me. Not because of work but because of life. No wait! More like because of people. People who won't let me live my own life peacefully. People who care, but care too much. People who just won't let me be. People who are insensitive with other's feeling.

I said No. It seems like its wrong for certain people. Because I've hurt someone they care. But, I'm thinking bout how I would hurt myself if I forced it. But, some people just don't understand.

Because of selfishness and immaturity, the decision I made is considered as wrong. All I'm asking is just for all of you too respect my decision.

Then I said I don't want to care. But people keep shoving information to my face. I know they care, but please, respect what I'm trying to do. I tweet, I updated my status saying I'm moving on, I'm letting go, meaning, a.k.a, equals to, I don't want to know and I don't want to care anymore. Why should I? Cause when I did, they don't bother, I'm not appreciated, and don't even care bout me, how I feel, how I'm doing.

Enough is enough. I've hurt enough. Don't put more salt on my wound. I want to just live happily. I just want to smile even when things get worse. I'm smiling, but I guess, I'm crying inside. Didn't want to do a sad, bitter entry, but circumstances made me do it.

Hoping for a better days, weeks, months, years to come. It has been a bumpy ride for me.

Sometimes

Sometimes, when you make a decision, let's say for example, rejecting a proposal or saying no to someone, people will think you're cruel or you're playing with someone else's feeling. But sometimes, people will think so due to you being too reserve, too secretive, and sometimes, they don't know anything, what you've been through. In the end it is better to stay silent than making conclusion out of something that you are unsure about.

Sometimes, when you do something or say something, people will always judge you. People will always have certain perception about you, about your action. But sometimes, it is only your own feeling. It was only you that feel like you've been judged wrongly.

Sometimes, when you care for someone, that person doesn't really care or even bother about you. But, you still care for them. Even when you repeatedly said to yourself "Fine, you don't care about me, so why should I?" In the end, you still do. But sometimes, that person was trying to fight his/her own feeling. Surface and inner, they show different emotions.

Sometimes, all these are just sometimes. But no matter what, believe in yourself. Trust yourself. Forget about what other think about you. Forget about what other are feelings. Let them talk. Let them feel. Let them be. Because in the end, only you know who you really are. In Life, it is in the nature of human to pre-judge things. It can be consider as normal. But, it's either you keep on judging or learn the truth. First impression is almost always wrong.

Sometimes I judged people. Sometimes I jumped to conclusion. Sometimes I said things without thinking, not knowing the truth. I am no saint. But once you realise you're in the wrong, STOP! Don't say another word, just, SHUT UP! Better say nothing than say something that could hurt someone, than say something than could change the situation from bad to worst. And sometimes, I don't give a rat's a$ what other people think about me, because you see, it's my life, so be it~

SILENCE IS GOLD!

P/s: To you, if I ever hurt you, jump into conclusion, and sadden you, I'm sorry. For you, I'll keep silent from now on. I'll keep my distance. You won't hear another word from me anymore. I'll back off so you can live better~

Weddings, Its not that Easy.

Is it wedding season now? Every month is a wedding season.

Went to a wedding yesterday, a wedding of old friends, their son, of mom and dad. Met with the aunties and uncles who last seen me when I was 13. All were surprise to see how tall I've grown and what a woman I have become. Yes dear aunties and uncles, I am no longer that curly haired girl with spectacles on. I am now a grown woman. So of course, all the usual questions were asked, "where are you working now?", "What do you do?", and the most common questions, "Bila lagi?"And like always, my answered will be this "Definitely not now aunty" or "Belum jodoh lagi aunty, but don't worry, I will surely invite you" or, "Tak de sapa nak lagi la uncle". Yeah, that would be the common Q&A sessions.

Weddings, when we talked about weddings, usually, the ladies will be the one to get over hyped about it. When we were little, we have set our dream weddings. What it would be like, what will be the theme, where, how, when, who. All those questions have already been answered. BUT! that was when we were still in our teeny boppy life. Now, we still have those dream weddings we fantasized about, the BIG BUT here is, we have finally came down to reality and realize, wedding is a big thing. We want it to be perfect, but we have budget constraint. We want to make it simple, but we still want it to be remembered by the guests.

Then we have another problem, who do we want to get marry to and when. Before, we always planned we wanted to get married at this age or this age, "I plan to get marry when I'm 25 or 26". Then, suddenly everyone becomes career minded and pushed the age to 30. Or, maybe some of us are not that career minded, like me, but we don't have our potential candidate and therefore the age got pushed back too. It is easier said than done.

All these problems come to mind when we talk bout weddings. Its not as easy as it seems. In the end, weddings and marriage would be the last thing on our mind, and just enjoy being single, while it last. But, when the time comes, everything will fall in its place.

To all the lovely couples out there, who are getting married, the ones who are busy planning for their weddings, and the ones that were already married, congratulations! Have a wonderful life together, may happiness will always be with the both of you and your future children. Marriage binds to people who are in love, but it won't always be smooth sailing. There will be some rough patches along the way. Just hang in there. Be there for each other always, InsyaAllah, everything will be fine.

Toodles~

Friends a.k.a Girlfriends

In life, one of the important things that you need the most is true friend or friends. Some may have just one true friend, some may have more than one. I am lucky enough that I have more than one. It is countless if I have to count how many true friends I have. From school days till working life, I have been blessed with many great friends who were there during all my ups and downs and guess what, we still keep in touch till these days~

What is the meaning of friends? According to Wikipedia "Friends are partners in friendship, an interpersonal relationship between humans". So, sometimes, your life partner can also be considered as your best friend.

What are true friends? True friends are those who stick by your side like a glue no matter what situation you are in. They are the ones that you can count on to whenever you're in trouble. They are the ones that you look for to share your joy and happiness with. They will also be the ones you continuously fought with but later on you hug and make up and laugh at both stupidity. They are the ones who will laugh together with you through happy times and cry with you through bad times.

True friends are also those who understand you without even trying. They know who you are despite what others say about you. They are the ones that you can put your trust in. They will be the one that will listen to your stories willingly without being ask. They are the ones that will say it straight to your face on what's best for you, even if the truth hurts, but they did so because they care.

I would like to thank all you girls who have been by my side all these years. Laugh and cry together with me in every situation. To my childhood friends, Nana, Naz, Mai and Mai, Aina, Yan, Yana, Nad, Mas, Ita, Anis, Sarah, Ira, and Hani, thanks for being my friends when we were still "kanak2 hingusan". To my college friends, Farhana, Farid, Ein, Riry, Nana, Aima, Dayah, Aina and Ainaa, Amira, Aida, Wan, Linda, Maryam, and Hana, thank you for always hear me ranting on the boredom of studying Law and helping me getting through that "crisis". To my Kpop freaks, Nina, Mag, Nedd, Mimi, Lynn, and Kmar, thank you for laughing and crying together over our Oppas~ Go crazy and spend quite a lot on them too! To my colleagues, Neena, Aizat, Shasha, Aressa, Ella, Ieda and 20 others, we went through a lot of ups and downs for the past 6 months but we can still laugh and have fun together still. All of you (sorry if I left out any names) were here for me during the times I really needed you girls the most. You were there when I'm at the top and still here with me when I'm down below. I am thankful to have met all of you.

To me, this is the meaning of friends. These girlfriends are my best friends. I have not 1 BFF but many and I'm happy, and we're all just one big happy family. You can have a lot of friends but not all of them can be consider as true friends.

Friends Forever, ya'll~

P/S: To Lyana(toma chan) Congrates!! Omideto!! Chukahae!! on completing your 9 months of pupillage~!! *throws confetti! throws a grenade! throws water balloons*

OBSESSION

My k-pop obsession is getting worst I think~ I think!

See, I spent quite a sum of money for Super Junior. Super Show 2 and now 3 (yay!! 19th Mac!!), ligtsticks, balloons, t-shirt, jersey, banner, cds, dvds. I don't know if I total that up, how much everything had cost me. Then, here comes Big Bang. Didn't spent as much as Super Junior, cause you see, I'll will always be an E.L.F before being a V.I.P. I have 2 albums, 1 got it as a present, and the other bought it online. That's bout it. BUT! I will spend on their Uniqlo's t-shirt and a possible fan meet this June, and that may cost me a lot too but it still can't beat Super Junior.

How did my obsession begun? Thanks to the writers' strike in US back in 2008, stopping all the tv series, I was lured to the K-pop world, and the rest is history. Some people say its unhealthy, but to me, they make me happy, and I am happy. They make me laugh, they make me cry, they make me mad, they make me go "pfft". They're actually fun.

Because of K-pop, I met a lot of new friends. When I say a lot, its really a lot. Same age, older and younger too. They too are the ones that somehow have become my sisters and my girlfriends. We called ourselves, the SuJu Wifeys'. Don't need to elaborate more bout us. We share the same interest, we laugh and we cry together because of our obsession at first, but now, we laugh and cry with what has been going on in our life. Yup! I made good friends with them where we understand each other.

This obsession has become an addiction, from one group to another group, to a solo singer, to another solo singer, to a drama and so on so forth. But hey, as long as my obsession doesn't disturb the life of others, its all good.

And now! I am excited for both Super Junior and Big Bang. This 19th Mac we'll have Super Show 3 and June, Big Bang and 2NE1 showcase + fan meet~! And right now, SJ-M new album a

nd Big Bang new mini album~ Aiyo~~~~~~

I still love it tho!